Thirty-Eight Days

I should live somewhere that is sunny all the time.  I don't think I used to feel so hopeless on cloudy days.
Tried to ski for an hour up at the Center and it was too fast.  I can't really move my feet so going down the slightest grade I involuntarily tense the muscles...what's left of them...above my knee and THAT hurts.   Surprise.   I want to scream and sometimes do.